Perfect Day Part II - Dear Diary

satu hari lagi berlalu dimana aku masih lagi tidak mempertikaikan siapakah wanita itu... aku tahu sebelum dan sejak kami berkahwin banyak sudah rintangan yang kami lalui.. betapa susah dan rumit nyer untuk kami berumahtangga dan walaupun aku sendiri tahu dan mengerti bahawa dahulu aku adalah wanita itu.. umur perkahwinan kami tidak cecah setahun jagung tetapi abang sudah punya wanita lain.... apa kah makna kalau wanita lain meminta izin untuk keluar bersama teman dengan abang?? itu lah soalan yang berlegar2 difikiran ku... apakah yang harus aku lakukan.... nak mengadu pada orang lain??? aku malu.... memang benar orang katakan 'what's goes around come around'.... apakah ini balasan nyer dan ia sangat pahit sekali untuk ditelan.... dahulu aku tidak faham... hidup nie macam roda sekejap kita diatas sekejap kita dibawah... dahulu aku tidak memikirkan apakah perasaan apabila hak kita diambil orang.... aku masih boleh hidup berdasarkan retaknyer hati wanita lain tapi sekarang?? aku rasa sungguh bodoh....bodoh dengan diri aku sendiri kerana aku sendiri tidak tahu apakah aku layak mempertikai kan nyer atau tidak..... aku masih sayang hubungan yang baru ku bina.... aku masih belum boleh terima seandai nya abang ada wanita lain di dalam hidup nyer..... aku tidak salahkan wanita itu kerana masakan berbunyi kalau kita bertepuk sebelah tangan.... tapi......mmmmmmmm



apa pendapat atau nasihat blogger untuk isteri pertama, kedua dan wanita ketiga....

Growing Old

In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day...like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first. The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words! Maya Angelou said this: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back." "I've learned that I still have a lot to learn." "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Thanks k elha for this lovely text to me... people intend to be afraid of aging... they try everything to prevent it especially woman some of the things that we fearful of such as weight gain and the loss of identity, youthful looks, attractiveness, freedom, style and personality (especially around becoming a mother hahahaha). ... There is so much growth or things that happens as we age especially in the emotional, spiritual and physical and for myself i try to slow down the process not to prevent it from happening... ;) i'm not afraid just there is so many things that i haven't done...