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Its not like i dont want to update my blog... Seem nothing special came out for me...
In love with a broken heart....

iNsAn

MuNgKiN TuHaN SeNgAjA MaHu kItA BeRjUmPa dEnGaN oRaNg yAnG SaLaH SeBeLuM MeNeMuI InSaN YaNg bEtUl SuPaYa aPaBiLa kItA AkHiRnYa mEnEmUi iNsAn yAnG BeTuL, KiTa aKaN TaHu bAgAiMaNa uNtUk bErSyUkUr dEnGaN NiKmAt PeMbErIaN DaN HiKmAh dI SeBaLiK PeMbErIaN TeRsEbUt. aPaBiLa sAlAh sAtU PiNtU KeBaHaGiAaN TeRtUtUp, YaNg LaIn aKaN TeRbUkA TaPi lAzImNyA KiTa aKaN MeMaNdAnG pInTu yAnG TeLaH TeRtUtUp iTu tErLaLu lAmA HiNgGaKaN kItA TiDaK NaMpAk pInTu lAiN YaNg tElAhPuN DiBuKaKaN UnTuK kItA.

The Story

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You doI was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

A Poem

Around the corner I have a friend,

In this great city that has no end,

Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,

And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,

For life is a swift and terrible race,

He knows I like him just as well,

As in the days when I rang his bell.

And he rang mine but we were younger then,

And now we are busy, tired men.

Tired of playing a foolish game,

Tired of trying to make a name.

'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim

Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner, yet miles away,

'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'

And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.

If you love someone, please tell them.

Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.

Take responsibility for your feelings.

Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They'll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they'll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It's inevitable.

Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone's words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action made by another person, you're headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you'll get.

You'll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you'll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don't stop doing it, you'll even get sick.

So what should you do the next time someone betrays you?

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS.

Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own feelings. In other words, other people do not "cause" your feelings. You choose them.

For example, two different people could be told that their suggestions made at the staff meeting were "stupid and idiotic." One person may "choose" to feel so hurt that he never speaks up at any other meeting again. The other person may "choose" to feel sorry for the critic, sorry that the critic couldn't see the wisdom and necessity of her suggestions.

As long as you blame other people for your feelings, as long as you believe other people caused your feelings, you're stuck. You're a helpless victim. But if you recognize the fact that you choose your feelings and you are responsible for your feelings, there's hope.

You can take some time to think about your feelings. And you can decide what is the best thing to say or do. Then, you've got to learn to WALK AWAY FROM DISAPPOINTMENT. It's difficult to do, but it's possible.

The famous 19th century Scottish historian, Thomas Carlyle, proved that. After working on his multi-volume set of books on "The French Revolution" for six years, Carlyle completed the manuscript and took volume one to his friend John Stuart Mill. He asked Mill to read it. Five days later, Mill's maid accidentally threw the manuscript into the fire.

In agony, Mill went to Carlyle's house to tell him that his work has been destroyed. Carlyle did not flinch. With a smile, he said, "That's all right, Mill. These things happen. It is a part of life. I will start over. I can remember most of it, I am sure. Don't worry. It's all here in my mind. Go, my friend! Do not feel bad."

As Mill left, Carlyle watched him from the window. Carlyle turned to his wife and said, "I did not want him to see how crushed I am by this misfortune." And with a heavy sigh, he added, "Well the manuscript is gone, so I had better start writing again."

Carlyle finally completed the work, which ranks as one of the great classics of all time. He had learned to walk away from his disappointment. After all, what could Carlyle have done about his burnt manuscript? Nothing. Nothing would have resurrected the manuscript. All Carlyle could do was to get bitter or get started.

And what can you do about anything once it is over? Not much. You can try to correct it if it is possible, or you can walk away from it if it isn't.

Those are your only two choices.

Sometimes you've just got to shake it off and step up. Finally, you need to FORGIVE. It's difficult, especially when the other person doesn't deserve your forgiveness or doesn't even seek it. It's difficult when the other person is clearly in the wrong.

Part of the difficulty comes from a common misunderstanding of forgiveness. Forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person's behaviour is okay. And forgiveness doesn't mean that the other person is off the hook. He's still responsible for his misbehaviour. Forgiveness is about letting yourself off the emotional hook. It's about releasing your negative emotions, attitudes, and behaviours. It's about letting go of the past so you can go forward to the future.

Everyone in your life, everyone on and off the job is going to disappoint you. If you know how to respond to those situations, you'll be way ahead of most people. You'll be able to live above and beyond your circumstances.

Am I happier holding on to it? Do I sleep better?Is my life richer, fuller, and better because of my bitterness?"

If you find that your bitterness is hurting you, make a decision. Actually decide to let it go. Walk away from the disappointment -- which means you no longer dwell on it or talk about it.

Feliz Año Nuevo

Pejam celik pejam celik tahun 2007 hampir ke penghujungnyer dan selamat datang 2008... I am very excited to wait what 2008 about to bring.. Tahun 2007 salah satu azam aku untuk mengurangkan berat badan yang tutt..... For what i can see i'm not achieving what i plan but yet i know if i put effort i can do much more... for the others i don’t put so much hope on that but that’s doesn't mean that I’m not satisfied with it… So many things happened in 2007 sad things, heartbreaks, happy memories, found new friends, lost some friends, etc. all of that makes me who I am now.. dan salah satu azam yang tak tercapai dapat “nuevo novio” bukan kereta baru tau hahaha…. Argh aku tak punya azam yang banyak untuk tahun nie tapi yang paling pasti aku berazam untuk membeli rumah kalau ada rezeki yang lebih… Hope for you all to pray for the best come to all of us… más prosperidad, más amor, más felicidad and vida larga amin…

Vroom Vroom

Alhamdullilah received my new baby vroom on 10th November 2007

Honda Accord 2.4 ViT-L

Yang Lalu Biarlah Berlalu

Yang Lalu Biarlah Berlalu

Waktu pun terhenti

Hatiku mencari

Mataku terpukau pada satu tatapan
Membeku langkahku

Tergetar hatiku

Terperangkap aku dalam keindahanmu
Kau dekati aku

Kau sentuh tubuhku

Kau buat diriku terhanyut dalam pelukmu
Sejenak kusadar kau bukan cintaku
Lepas pelukanmu dariku

Buang jauh perasaanmu

Semua tentang kita

Ingin aku lupakan

Yang lalu biarlah berlalu

Jangan lagi ini terjadi

Biarlah kita jalani

Cinta dijalan yang berbeda
Yang telah terjadi

Sudahlah lupakan

Jika terus kau kenang

Hanya membuat luka dihati
Sadarilah aku

Bukan cintamu

Sadarilah aku

Bukan milikmu
Yang lalu biarlah berlalu

Jangan lagi ini terjadi

Karena ini hanyakan

Semakin menghancurkan

Semakin menghanyutkan

Semakin mematahkan

Hatimu

Sangkut

Apa kena padi ku ini

Sana sangkut sini pun goyang

Apa kena hati ku ini

Sana sangkut sini pun sayang

Ramadhan

Saya terlebih dahulu ingin memohon maaf jika saya ada berbuat kesilapan, baik yang tidak di sengaja maupun yang di sengajakan hehehe. Semoga kita semua dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T, insyaallah.

Semoga Bergembira Menyambut Ramadhan.

24:58

And not equal are the blind and those who see,

nor are equal those who believe,

and do righteous good deeds,

and those who do evil.

Hati

nak jaga hati orang....
nak jaga hati sendiri....
orang tak jaga hati kita....
nak jaga periuk nasi orang...
nak jaga periuk nasi sendiri.....
orang nak tuba lagi periuk nasi kita adalah......

Seperti Yang Dulu

Ungu

Seperti Yang Dulu

Tiada guna kau kembali

Mengisi ruang hati ini

Semuanya telah berlalu

Bersama lukaku

Tiada guna kau berjanji

Untuk setia menemani

Hatiku yang tlah terluka

Karna dustamu

Semuanya telah berakhir

Antara hatiku dan hatimu

Takkan ada cinta

Seperti yang dulu

Semuanya telah berakhir

Antara diriku dan dirimu

Takkan ada rindu

Seperti yang dulu

Semuanya telah berakhir

Semuanya telah berakhir

Birthday mama

Hehehe aku lupa plak nak buat N3 pasal birthday mama 14/7/07 hari tu.... biasa ler hari tu mama tak yah buat keje rumah langsung kasi chance ler dia lepak.... aku masak kan dia nasi briani udang n ayam tandoorii resepi k ros.... mmmm biasa ler kawan2 mama jer datang... pastu auntie aku kat kulai tu pun datang n kakak mama dari singapore.... Tak ler celebrate gila2 selalu bawa makan luar jer tapi takpe lah sekali sekala tunjuk skill masak... sebenar nyer dah lama tak masak kat dapur rumah tu ;p.... cuma mama minta mix fruits cake sahaja dari beli cheese cake ker blueberry cake ker....
Up coming event....
my brother b'day 30/7 nie....
Insya'allah 4/8 nie cuaca sekeluarga n Doktor Is sekeluarga nak kerumah... so boleh ler tunjuk skill masak laksa johor plak hehehe n mama kata dia nak buat nasi ayam jer..... mana lah tahu ada yang tak makan laksa johor..... betul jugak kata dia..... so jgn tak datang plak tau....
N rinduu KL....
sebenar nyer byk benda yang aku rinduu.... isk isk isk nak makan kat Williamsssss SS22... nak g makan kat Fatty Crab.... nak makan ikan bakar..... nak lepak ngan kawan2 lepas kan perasaan... nak makan durian udang merah.... nak makan kat Sri Viangmai Bukit Bintang.... nak g buat bleaching, waXXXg, treading n macam2 lah...... nak nak nak..... nak karaoke..... uwaaaaaaa kat sini tak sama.............

Cinta

Cinta.......
Mungkin kah ia akan datang lagi???
Atau telah hilang rasa itu......

Orang Tamak Selalu Rugi

manusia yang tamak memang akan rugi.... Tak sedar kah diri sekarang rasakan ketulahan..... ingat dengan cakap yang diri nyer sudah pun terima balasan akan ada orang yang akan lembut hati...... mungkin... tapi lebih pada kesian, simpati dengan raut wajah yang sungguh sadis itu dan bukan kerana lembut hati...... Hari ini kata maaf esok terjadi lagi.... Hari ini mengadu domba esok buat lagi..... penat, letih, lelah, tak kisah, itu semua sudah jadi ruji makanan aku sekarang... aku dah tak mampu menerima nyer lagi.....

kisah yang tiada akhirnya.....

aku, dia punya cerita yang sama tapi mungkin penyampaian yag berbeza.. sudah hampir dua tahun aku mengenali dia... setahun lebih aku menjadi kekasih dia... harapan, sayang, cinta, suka, benci, sedih, duka argh perasaan yang sukar dimengertikan... aku telah memilih untuk mengakhiri tapi tiada nokhtah yang sebenar nya.... apakah aku harus menangis lagi?? apakah aku harus terima segala nya lagi?? apakah aku harus diam lagi???

aku yang memilih jalan yang sebegini aku juga harus terima segala apa yang datang.. tetapi 29/607 adalah hari berakhir nyer sebuah penantian.... berakhir nyer segala2nya... harapan, cinta, sayang, suka semua nya hancur....meskipun ia bertaut kembali ia tak akan sama dan tidak mungkin sama... segala apa yang berlaku dulu akan aku jadikan sebagai satu kenangan yang terindah yang pernah aku lalui... kerana aku percaya semua yang pahit akan jadi manis jua akhir nya.....

Sedih........

29/6/2007 Berakhir nyer sebuah penantian........

Happy Father's Day

happy father's day to all father... and to my dad hope you happy always and will be appreciated more by us.... love you dad........

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